Day 31 — I’m still my number one
“#1” Imagine Dragons
When younger, I put myself in situations that could lead to the desired life. I know what I wanted to become and when I became that version of myself, it was easy to become comfortable.
Since then, I haven’t directed my life towards anything, yet. Life goes so quickly but I don’t think I’m missing anything. Is it common to think that I’m good with how my life ended up?
This piece was written listening to a song, in case you want to sip it the same way, here is the link to Spotify and this is of course a complete personal interpretation of the song.
Do I think it could be more exciting? For sure, but it also depends on me to make it more exciting.
Even though I see myself with multiple interests, I also can’t focus. Heading to one and heading to another. Trying to prove to myself that I can do this or do that but without the right mindset.
I’m expecting that there will be a moment when I will know what I’m supposed to be.
It’s not easy going around like you don’t have any purpose but at the same time, I’m not in a rush of finding the purpose of my life. So there’s no effort in having only one goal.
Maybe it’s all for good so I’m not pressured to fulfill the purpose of my life.
Cause I know what I’m meant to be
I don’t need no one to believe
But. The reality is that I’m that kind of person who wishes to know what I’m supposed to do. To find the goal that can fulfill me and forget about validation from other people. To find the goal that can drive the passion that I know I have inside. To find the goal I’m meant to achieve.
I’m looking forward to having the confidence to pursue a goal without looking to the sides, concentrating on one thing only.
When will I realize that I’m the first one to have an opinion and a choice to discover what is the goal. I let time pass by, with the parsimony of who is young. The energy I used to have before it’s leaving little by little and the passion is following the energy.
Watching my candle burn…
I’m still my number one
With some songs, I feel that the moment and the circumstances create the best set for a personal concert. Every time they bring me a better understanding of myself or of the world so I want to remember that.
